Sunday, December 21

I'm a Sinner!

I stole an $8 bracelet from Wal-Mart ehl-oh-ehl. It was exciting. It's cool-looking too, teehee. And OMG! I swear it was like gay night at Wal-Mart because I saw some really fruity ones out there! There was this gorgeous white guy with a nice tan and green eyes. I followed him around a bit then stopped, teehee. He was cute. I was going to buy more scrapbooking pages but forgot about it.

I went to church and it was okay. Jose texted me and told me that he was coming to church with us next week. For sure. At least that's what he said.

Today was super cold. And we still went out and shopped. It sucked getting out of the car every time! The wind was just too much! But oh well, we got over it and bought some household necessities.

I decay what else to talk about so I'm going to finish off by saying that I finally wrote the letter to my teacher in Mexico. I hope the Spanish is not too bad but then again my mom read it and said it was fine. I'm sending along a picture of me in my Technician outfit. I explained why I was wearing such garment as well. I hope she's proud of me!

Saturday, December 20

It's Pretty Much Three In Dee Ay Ehms...

I had some people over. Since eight. They're still here. I don't mind much, except that tomorrow is church day and I don't think I might end up going. I think I want to go because Jose might be finally coming along though.

I finally changed my layout! Yes! It's pretty, I think ^^

Oh yeah. I was going to talk about the Technicians's Christmas Party. I loved it. I had lots of fun. I was kind of sad that some people weren't able to go or couldn't show up. At first I thought I wasn't going to cry because Ms. H's letter/speech wasn't really sad or emotional. But then we all started singing Christmas Wish and I lost it. I hate crying in front of people because I fear they think I'm doing it for attention. I'm not though. I just want to cry. Then I found out something even worse after I had left, and cried some more. I love my friends. Technicians are awesome. I gave Ms. H a big hug and said Thanks. She brought up the first time we met. I felt special because she still remembered! I was in Beginning Choir!

That night I played a lot of DDR! I even held hands with Tesia while playing it! That was fun. It wasn't too hard but then again it was kind of crazy. And then she'd give me a kiss every time we finished a song.

Oooh! My mommy made ponche de fruta, or fruit punch, for me to take and share. Some people loved it. Some not that much. I was glad that Emily Green liked it. She loved it. And she was one of the few who gave me a hug and kissed me goodbye before leaving. I love her. She's so nice.

Other people's happiness mean a lot to me. If someone is sad, then I am sad. I don't know why.

Thursday night was our last Christmas show. Some seniors cried a lot. I turned away as soon as we had finished Christmas Wish because I thought I was going to be the only one crying and that people were going to laugh at me. Then I saw April and Jesi almost next to me also crying. We all hugged and cried together. Then some more people came along and hugged us. I gave Jose a big special hug.

Today, well yesterday, Saturday, I texted Johnie a lot! He texted me first, after having gone like an entire week without talking. He surprised me. Then he got a little tipsy around 9/10ish and started asking weird questions that you might now want to know about.

Oooh! We also bought a new DDR pad for a future DDR party. ^^ When? "I decay"

OMG! April got into Butler! That was the school she wanted to go to as well! Go April!

Thursday, December 18

Last Day of School

Today is the last day of school! For this semester, at least! I still have one more final to take though, but oh well.

Oooh! I got the highest score in my English final! Actually, three different Mexicans got the highest scores in all three classes. My teacher said that it was "a big day for Mexico."

Tuesday night was the Winter Wonderland concert. It was pretty awesome, if you take Gospel Choir out. s2yt52r4e3fdstfewnhtnhwbqgvjhwebvggtfhvyfikmhubytvf huizer <----- Tesia "typed" that. It's a code for something, or so I think. I think it says something about Angelina Huizer. Hmmm, a possible murder.

Last night we had a show at the mall! The Artsgarden, to be exact. We didn't really have an audience. Isaac and April got the pins. Some of us stayed after the show to go around and have fun.

"Sarcasm!" Ms. Jesse sang just now. It was chotto kawaii! ^.^v Angie, not Angelina (same person anyway!), put the nose in my Japanese peace-sign face. Tesia, Angie, and I really think that this entry is uber ADfuckingD. Right?

Angie doesn't say effing, though, because she doesn't believe in cursing in blogs -sigh- Silly children these days.

Oooh! The Cannon is out! It's awesome-looking! And it tastes pretty good too!

People fighting are funny. Vampire-wannabes. Haha. Punch!

DDR is effing awesome too! Some Technicians stayed after the show.

Angie just told me that she saw a license plate that said DDR. And she told me she had forgotten to tell me. What a friend.
Ouch. She just punched me and told me "Imma cut-choo"

People are laughing and talking about me. In front of me. People like Tesia C. West Rodriguez Dominguez Salamanca Solano Zapata de la Villa Cruz. Heffa. She's silly.

Oooh~ I've been accepted to IUB! I also got my UofI admission letter! I don't remember if I mentioned this or not, but reinstating it wouldn't hurt.

Last night, after school, we had a pizza party for the newspaper/yearbook. It was okay, I guess.

"To be continued..."

Monday, December 15

Tired As Eff!

Tonight I was on double-slave-duty. I was serving and taking pictures for the yearbook. I got to be "invisible" by wearing an all-black outfit and taking pictures of the Madrigal. It was really fun and I felt special because I was able to, ummm, interrupt. But I was also serving, and for this I had to have my costume on. Yeah, I lost count of how many times I hurried into the kitchen and changed as fast as I could. The Chef and cooks were just admiring my ability to do both things at once. "Here he comes again!" They said. It was funny. I thought I deserved some dessert and food, but I didn't get any. Oh well.

I also let Angel borrow my shirt today since he pretty much got his all dirty. I thought I was only going to be serving the Top Table with all the Tech people but I ended up helping as well. I just hope people didn't notice it much.

I think I forgot to mention on this morning's entry that there was a mistletoe hanging from Ms. H's office's doorway. Audrey took my hand and took me under. We gave each other cheek kisses. That was so 'kawaii!' ^^
Then I think Jose saw that too so he also grabbed my hand and said "Come on Erick, let's go" and laughed and I laughed. Then I think I kinda shook him off. Haha, oh well. Some other time. Privately. Haha.

OMG! Tesia looked so cute in her little Jester costume! I wanted it! I also think I got some cute pictures of Tesia just dancing around being, a clown(?).

I think I have three finals tomorrow. So I should probably head to the shower and then bed.

"Thug Life, kgh kgh"

I can't really remember what I did on Friday!

I know for a fact that Audrey and Greg went to my house to drop off a Venture Crew application. Since that was their first time being in my house I gave them a tour. Audrey liked my house! She thought my room was clean! It really wasn't though. But, I guess. Ehl-oh-ehl.

I also went to Audrey's house for movies and hot chocolate! We ended up watching Joseph! It was so fun. Shatoyia showed up in the middle of the 'event' as well. Overall it was a really great time and I really wish we could gather more often to do these kinds of events.

Emily Green drove us home. I wished her and I would be more close. She's really cool, but I guess we have to hang out more to get to know each other.

Saturday was really boring. We spent the day driving my mom around. Some people went to the mall after the Technician show. I was kind of upset when I found that out, because I wasn't invited. Someone had told my brother but he never told me anything. And it was because we had to drive my mom around. Oh well. Maybe some other time all the Technicians could go to the mall together and spend the time at Gameworks, or something. I think I just really want to go play DDR or something. Or something.

My mom also ended up making fried fish and tilapia so the entire house stank for the entire weekend! It's Monday morning and my coat still stinks! I went out of the classroom with body spray and engulfed myself in too much of the good stuff. Now I think I smell like a merman, haha.

Saturday I was also asked go to and help serve for Madrigal. I went and loved it! It was awesome and fun! I might do it tonight as well. It was tiring, standing up all night running around serving people and stuff. Oh well, the show was really awesome so I enjoyed it.

We took Jose home. I like Jose, he's a really awesome dude. I think.

Oooh! I also got the Show Pin for Saturday morning's show! Yay! Second time!

Thursday, December 11

Super Tired

All these shows and school work is really tiring. I know I have a final probably tomorrow in English. We don't do any real work in there so the final will probably be something easy that I can ace.

Today I was awakened by a text message. Which was awesome because I had overslept and so had my parents. So when I woke them up I was pretty much yelled at for waking them up late. How lame is that? It's just another excuse to make me mad. But making me mad worked for me because I was stronger to go to school and face all the problems, which, mind you, seem to be somehow fixed now.

So I went to school and whatnot. I tried to finish my illustration for my illegal immigration story but I couldn't because my presence was required for the cover picture of the newspaper. I don't really think I should have been in the picture but no other boy was available. I hope people know who their paper's Editor-in-Chief is now!

So then came time to leave! To the museum, the Ed center, and City Market. I loved City Market! Mainly because Jose actually asked me if I could buy him lunch today because he had forgotten his wallet. I definitely said yes! I saw this as a chance to make up for what I had done the day before and bought him lunch. He told me he was going to pay me back, but I told him it wasn't necessary.
Oh yeah, the guys who worked at the place we bought our food were Hispanic! They were speaking to everyone in Spanish! It was cool! Somehow. Jose and I were going to sit together but we ended up sitting with Shawnee, Yajaira, and Shereese. I just want him to be happy. At some point in time we hugged. I can't remember why, but I think he said "I love you" and then I said it back and we hugged. He's a great friend.

I also bought Gelato and shared with friends. I especially love sharing with boys, I don't really know why. I guess it's because I'm gay? -shrugs- Cranberry! Hey!

Oh, at the museum, I tried to teach some girls how to dance Duranguense. I explained it carefully and then I went crazy and I cranked it up. They were laughing at and with me. Ehl-oh-ehl. I just really want to go to a party! Aaargh!

The Ed Center was just so funny! Ask me about it if you don't already know. (Self:Fruitcake)

I stayed after school for a Yearbook meeting and I finished my illegal immigration illustration. If you don't get The Cannon, you can read it online. Just go to Tech's website and find the link that says "The Cannon"

Then I came home. Ate. Took mom to work. And left for the Zooooo. We saw Emily Bolick's mom on our way to the Zoo. She asked about ourselves and where we were performing. We told her and she ended up showing up! With Emily! That was fun.

The Zoo was just awesome. I keep capitalizing zoo because it was that important and fun, by the way. We performed without coats! It was freezing but singing helped, I think. We also got free Starbucks! Weee.

I think most of us also stayed to see the rest of the zoo. It was fun. It was great. I especially loved the dolphins and randomly singing in front of some Christmas trees. It was great.

Back home again, in Indiana...

Wednesday, December 10

So Much! I Don't Know What To Do!

I am feeling miserable. Incompetent. Handicapped. The true reasons I cannot reveal. But it isn't about me. Or it is.

I feel horrible inside when somebody yells at me. Even if someone raises their voice towards me. When they look me as if I had just hurt them. I got one of those looks from Jose today, but that is because I snapped at him. I regret it. Badly. I apologized but I still feel really bad.

I was pretty much yelled at for being absent yesterday. I can't help it lady.

Ms. Jesse called my piece sublime. I am sorry, I have to go right now: there's a know in my throat and I need to go and lie to my parents. I truly love you! Thanks for caring for me

The following I typed before I typed the above.

I am sometimes pretty good at hiding my own feelings. I consider myself a good liar. But I let stuff get to me too much. I let stuff go wrong sometimes. I feel like I let people down. I feel like some things are my fault. I try to have everyone happy. I try my hardest to ignore it when I am depressed.
Sometimes I just go and cry in the shower and when my parents see my eyes all red and stuff I lie to them and tell them soap got into my eyes. Then I go and cry some more in bed. There's just no other way.
I've come to think of suicide. But it doesn't get too serious so don't worry about it. Is it weird that I often dream up my own death? Is it weird that I dream up the "perfect" death? I just love to imagine that I will be forever remembered and missed.

Crying hurts me. Somehow. But that's when I truly let go and let time fix stuff. I guess I am just not really ready for life. Is it bad that I am texting friends and telling them I'm all right? That I tell them I am truly okay when I am not? Is it okay for me to cry while I type this?

I don't know if it's because I am the way I am. Or if it is because I am surrounded by people I love and they end up hurting me somehow. It really hurts. And the pain is always there. I don't show it though. I never do. Or at least I try not to.

There is no day I don't want to cry. Yet I act peachy and nice. There are notes I've written in my notebooks before. For that one day I'm not here.

Tuesday, December 9

Last Technician Tour

Today was the Technicians's famous Christmas Tour.

Our bus had apparently left us and we were waiting outside waiting for it to return. I was standing outside talking to Steven. It was fun. At one point Ms. H gave me her umbrella for me to hold and then Steven took it and pretty much shook it in my face. Like twice! It was fun though! Not the getting wet part, but I am so glad we are getting along after some misunderstandings.

I think we all love this day because we go and sing and have fun and enjoy ourselves. And we get to skip school, hahaha.
It was really tiring though. I know my cheeks hurt from smiling and my voice was cracking during the penultimate show.
Our last show, though, made me feel better; the kids were already waiting for us and they were really excited to see us. They made me feel happy again and so I gave them my best.

I think April got the pin twice today! Go April! I didn't get it though -shame- Oh well. Some other time hopefully.

We had fast food for lunch and I went to Taco Bell. I got me a number 9, which is a Yummy Crunch Wrap for you Taco Bell-illiterates. It was really yummy. At one point I put a bunch of fire sauce all over it and passed it around for everyone to have some of what I really enjoy. Three people did: Emily V., Steven, and Audrey. I think they liked it. Emily did because she went and got one herself. Haha.

I pretty much drank two things of Pepsi! That was a lot of soda! Really! And my taco? I was sick by the time we went to our show right after lunch. But oh well.

I can't really remember all the fun stuff I did with my friends but I love Technicians, and I am really going to miss it when I go to college.

We got to school around 3 something and I had a nosebleed. I was lucky Kristina had a roll of tissue with her otherwise my white shirt would have been red.

Then I had to leave for a Key Club meeting which I arrived to just in time to close it. I was upset at myself for not being there but I had no control over it. I hope Ms. Solchik isn't upset with me.
I've been feeling like that lately. I feel like I am letting people down and losing their trust and confidence. -sigh-

So then I called Ms. Jesse to see if she had a Newspaper meeting. Only one person showed up. Some of us were Technicians though, so it's fine. I just hope we don't lose "production."

I came home and showered. OMG! I only have enough gel for like four days! That is crazy! LA Looks, I need some more! Ehl-oh-ehl. Seriously. If you want to get me gel for Christmas, LA Looks is the best, and any other shit makes me get dandruff and gross.

So yeah, I took my shower and ate and had a tamale. Weee tamales.

Then my dad decided to take my brother and me to Methodist Hospital an hour before we needed to be there. Oh well. At least we got there.

Then people started arriving as well. I swear a girl took a picture of me with her cell phone! She just stuck it out and pointed at me. I tried to pretend I didn't notice but I did. And there was also a really hot guy next to her so of course I didn't care.
They had a self-playing piano as well! It was so cool! It wasn't magic, it was just a ghost sitting there playing. Or so they told me.

The space for the show was really small and I kept bumping into people and getting stepped on. It was fun though. And I loved us. I didn't cry though, yay!

April brought me home!

Then I got a call from my journalism teacher and The Cannon adviser, Ms. Jesse. She congratulated me on my awesome Illegal Immigration story and had me answer some questions. She also has some more questions to which I can get answers tomorrow from "Cynthia" (sorry Jeffrey! Her name was the first name that popped up!). So now I have something to edit tomorrow and find a way to illustrate it. Ms. Jesse said we could make my story a spread. Weee. I feel good about myself now.

Ms. Jesse also told me she wasn't feeling very well so she might not go to school tomorrow. That's a bummer because I really want to work with her to get my story and the whole newspaper done. She says she wants to concentrate on Yearbook from now on so that will leave me in charge of The Cannon. That's scary.

But I still have U.S. History to do. Oh well. I can get that done quick.

Oooh~ I got an e-mail from IUBloomington:

Dear Erick Gama,

I am currently in the process of reviewing your application to Indiana University Bloomington. After reviewing your transcript we were a little concerned with you grade of D in Calculus your junior year. Otherwise, you performed very well throughout your high school career, do you have a reason or explanation for your grade in this course?

Thank you, I look forward to hearing from you.


Yeah...

Monday, December 8

Stressed Out- Again

Okay, so Friday I spent almost the entire day trying to make up and finish a story about someone selling their soul to the devil. Mine isn't that great, but I guess with a bit more work it could at least be something. Too bad I already turned it in for credit.
My teacher didn't want some big story so that limited how much I wrote. It was only two pages long and didn't have much detail. Except on how the protagonist died a, ummm, horrible death.

Today I spent the rest of the day writing my Illegal Immigration story. I thank the lord that I had previously interviewed people and only needed to put everything together. Now I am thinking of adding more stuff. I think it's okay, overall. It could be better. But then again, I thought it was due Wednesday, not today. Oh well. I had enough time to make another sudoku and its answer to turn in as well. I also have an ACT/SAT story going on the paper. That would be three contributions! Go Editor-in-Chief! Hehehe.

I asked to go to the media center today during Journalism because I get easily distracted by friends. They are just so funny and hard to ignore. My home computer also distracts me because of certain websites -cough- and Facebook. Blogger not so much because I try to do that last.

I learn better with worksheets. I found that out today when Ms. Frank handed out yet another questionnaire for another section in our book. I like them.
She also gave me tomorrow's work since I won't be there. She got upset when I told her I wasn't going to be there either. Eff her. As if she were a teacher in a classroom, make me laugh.

I went to that Navy meeting for a scholarship in the media center. It was okay. Worth a lot of money too! Too bad I can't apply...

Peer Tutorness- I'm starting to hate helping random hispanic kids. They just don't want to do anything and I really can't translate the entire textbook for them everytime the teacher gives out a worksheet. Oh well. I gots hugs from peoples. Yay. Summer was there too! Yay

Music was kind of fun. I hate it when people watch me when I'm singing though because it makes me laugh and crack while I sing. Singing is fun though.
Jose tried to play with me and took my 50 pesos. So Isaac took his candy and gave it to me and we exchanged goods. ^o^
I gots Audrey-hugs-and-kisses. Yay.

April and I practiced lines, once, during lunch. Yay

April and I both got 9.5 on our Japanese test! This one was kind of hard. And I only missed some questions about culture because I hadn't been there when they studied that. Oh well. No biggie.
I reviewed a lesson today. Hopefully I'll do better next time and on finals.

We are still doing work in Env. Science. It's cool, but it's too much. Oh well.

Time for bed now! Getting ready for the shows tomorrow! I'm going to put vaseline in my teeth so I can have more chances of keeping the show pin! Haha

Friday, December 5

Changes

I need a new layout for my blog.

Right now I am stuck doing the homework I've been putting off since the beginning of the semester. Mainly in my English class. Now it is all due Monday. I really need to hurry.

Oh. Last night I had worked on two book reports also for my English class. I got to school today and looked for them. Nowhere to be found! I came home and they were neatly folded underneath a book. It really pissed me off because I even wrote super small to fit all I had to say about the book. Grrr. I told my teacher about forgetting my papers and he said I was trustworthy and reliable so he let me have it my way and turn them in Monday. That will probably give me time to re-read A Lesson Before Dying and writing a book report on that as well for extra credit.

It's been done. I will be auctioned off for a fundraiser. I hope someone buys me so I don't look like a lame loser that no one wants to be with. The other two boys participating have expressed their concern about same-sex bidders. I really wouldn't mind, unless . . . yeah.
At first I wasn't going to do it but Ms. Jesse said I should. I hope I do get some money, ehl-oh-ehl. Actually, I hope Huggins lets us do this. Because it's an awesome idea and a great fundraiser. If we have more sexy people it would be so much better.
"Heeey!"

Oooh! Today during fourth period I got to somehow flirt around. My friend Summer wasn't there so Josh went and did me company and showed me his new electronic device. It's some iTouch thing. Really cool though. We played little games and I beat him on one. I think it was something to do with memory. And then! Ooohness! Andres came up behind me and was looking over me. You know what I mean? Like me sitting down and he leaning over/behind me with his head like right on top of mine. I felt special, ehl-oh-ehl. I really don't think he's gay at all, but it'd be nice.

Music was okay. Somehow Ms. H's speech on Improper Moments To Cry seemed to have been directed at me. She even fixated a look on me while she said to not cry. She stared for like an entire minute! Even people noticed and they started laughing. Some were asking me not to cry right there. I didn't.

I had chicken nuggets today for lunch.

Japanese was cool. We had a cute substitute in there. He was young so that helped. I didn't want to bother him so I didn't even ask him his name. We did watch a cool movie though. Not Grave of the Fireflies because that would have been embarrassing and awful. For some of us. Or most of us.

SMOGEE. Since we are done teaching 7th graders we are going back to book work. I brought mine hope so I could hopefully finish it (ha!) during the weekend. Along with all my English and Journalism work due!
Turns out we also have a final for that class. It's not necessary. But Environmental Science is fun and very interesting.

Techoir after school! I had some free time and tried to play J.S.Bach's Prelude with April doing the flute solo but it turns out I was playing something different. I've been told to play what I know and that it should still be fine. I hope so.

Rehearsal was kind of fun. Silly jokes and silly people are awesome.

Angel pays a lot of attention to body odor, I think. Or maybe to the really bad ones. I should start bathing in cologne from now on, hehe.

Thursday, December 4

You of I

I missed a call from the University of Indianapolis. I excitedly listened to the voicemail they kindly left behind. Guess what? I GOT ACCEPTED! EFFING ACCEPTED INTO U OF I!
Okay. But yeah, I got accepted. And on top of that, I obtained three scholarships (3!!!). The lady in the voicemail told me they would be sending out my letter of acceptance in about seven days. I was so excited! I got this at the end of the day so that pretty much made my day and made me happy for the Yearbook meeting. I was congratulated by the rest of the Yearbook staff and my teacher. They are the only ones who know, and know you too. Keep this a secret: I want to announce it with my letter in my hand!

Yearbook meetings are going pretty well. Much better then Newspaper ones. I think we need all reporters to show up not just the editors because the editors only work on their stories, at least I do. I should say something about it.

I missed almost the entire school day because of the SMOGEE trip. I skipped out on one presentation and only did one. The students were being crazy and funny so I started doing the same, in a good way. Making serious faces at them and then laughing and saying I was only jay kaying. They loved me and paid attention. It was productive, kind of.
Sucky lunches. Grrr. Jail leftovers.

Got to school back in time to take a dunk haha. Really though!

I also have two book reports that were due yesterday. I think. Or the day before. The point is I missed it because I was doing a show. I finally got the papers and did them for homework. I gave up on one of them though, but it's fine. Hopefully I can re-read the book and finish it. It's only 256 pages.

Wednesday, December 3

Yay For Renewed Friendships

Today was a pretty good day for me: I finally got the Performance Pin in Technicians (after two years of being patient!) and I found $8 on the ground on my way back to the Music Hall from the Arsenal.

On our way to the church, Jesi and I were talking, in Spanish, mind you. It was pretty fun and I loved it. I wish we had more classes together so we can talk. Audrey too, because she wants to learn Spanish. She's getting there.

Oh, yeah: the stage. Steps! Again! I kind of don't like them but they are fun sometimes. It was fun going up during some moves and coming back down to our partners. Did I mention I got The Pin? Ehl-oh-ehl.

I want to keep it! I hope I do well on our next performance so I can keep it. Jesi also got the girl pin. The girl pin is cuter, I think.
April was really happy because she had gotten the girl pin last night and I got the boy pin today. Yay! Same week! So she called her mom about it. She's silly. Tee-hee.

I have to express some big love for Are-Jay because thanks to him I was able to do well on my Japanese test. At least I think I did well, tee-hee. I hope so.

I texted my friend Jeffrey right after I was done too. April saw me texting him and asked me for his number so she could also text him. I don't know how well their conversation went.

SMOGEE. Weee. -.- Not very fun.
Thanks to this shit I am missing school tomorrow. Again! I am only worried about English 11 because I have a book report due, a short story due, some questions due, and to finish reciting MLK's speech. Yeah. It's a lot. I'll have a cram session sometime this week. -sigh-

OMG! I just went outside to help bring in groceries and I went out with shorts, flip-flops, and a sweater. My flip-flop broke during my journey from the door to the car. I had forgotten it was raining and both my feet and sandals got wet. It hurt!

Steven and I have clarified some questions. Hopefully there won't be tension between us anymore. Mutual misunderstandings, I would say.

I was also missed today during 4th period! By my friend Andres! I should get all his info! Heheh. He missed me! ^^

Tuesday, December 2

Hidoi-Horrible

Possibly the worst things to happen in the same day for one show:

Wrong location.

No pring prings.

No piano.

Ms. H and my brother went to our house to pick up our keyboard. Turns out we didn't need one because Peter had one in his van, or his mom did. Some smart Technicians kept pring prings and the front row got to use them. I don't know what the back row used. Thankfully both my partners for various songs were there.

I need to wash my shirt because it's starting to get nasty. At least my hair isn't gross anymore.

The new cute boy wasn't at school today.

My friend Shanez has a girlfriend. And I am still single.

Today is complaining day. For me. I hate my life today. Right now. This week. I hope this month gets better.

Monday, December 1

Mondee

Throughout the day I kept having these awesome ideas of what to write on today's post. Where did they go? Who knows?

One of the things I was going to talk about was the snow.
It pretty much happened while we were having a Technician show for a very appreciative crowd. We had entered the church and there was no snow outside. Suddenly we just opened the door and it was just beautiful. For some reason it really got to me. I don't know if it was because it was my last Winter season with the Technicians or if it was something else. At this moment I truly don't know.

I rode with Angie. Same spot: back/trunk. With Joey! ^^ I loves her.

I got to third period late, but oh well. The teacher didn't even notice. I guess my Technician outfit give me special unknown privileges. I like wearing my schowchoir outfit because I get looks that say "I can't talk to you because you are too important" or "Let me keep walking because you are better than me." Of course that's not the feeling I want to convey but it's not bad; it makes people move out of my way.

Someone asked me if I worked at Colonel's Cupboard. That was because I had taken my vest off and was 0nly wearing my bow tie. Whatev.

I think someone stole my chair from my Peer Tutor class. Oh well. I go around helping anyway so no chance to sit down.

Not much really. Or, little time right now (It's 10:20 in the pee ehms!)

I gots my haircut. I don't really like it, but I'll see what I do with it tomorrow morning. The guy who did it was cute though, so no complaints there!